✍ i have to do it

yes...like last vacation
at the same place, doing the same thing
i deleted eveything
i have the courage again
i'm not afraid of losing it
i got to be practical as what i hope before the vacation
my home is the best place to do it
i believed that i'll have better life
but dont give me another one please
i dont ant to crash into another same thing again
cuz i know i cant stop it
that's me
that's the way i live